Happy Four Months
Todays weight in at 9 P.M. 158.1
So I guess that I'm loosing a little here and there. I just got done eating a great big steak dinner with lots of fruit and salad. This week the meals consisted of lots and lots of salad and small proportions of meat. We went camping and I got a little carried away with the treats. Chips and Corn Nuts and Candy. But I feel good because for the last 4 months my Sunday weigh in is AlWAYS 161. Yea me for being 158. So if I could only cut out the weekend junkie stuff Ill have it made.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Sunday July 13
159.9
Today I feel pretty bad for all the candy that I have ate. I need to loose some weight so that I stop having all this distorted thinking that goes on in a fat persons mind. Here is a little of what goes on in my fat mind. I do not want to hang out with friends and now I'm starting not to want to hang out with family. If I do go out, I get kind mean to my husband I have a lot of anxiety. I think that all is looking at me. I think that I have a double chin. A gigantio round face, cottage cheese arms, calfs, legs, butt and even my belly. I hate looking at my boobs cause I think that they are fat girl boobs. I have NO collar bones. I have fat rolls on my back. My hands and feet are nice and chubby. And I don't want sex cause I am embarrassed to let my husband see me. BUT I do have two beautiful children that love me so much. I am eternally grateful for them. My husband still kisses me and wants to have sex so I guess he enjoys me as well. So here is my jump start to KICKING ASS cause I can do it.
Less sugar - Smaller proportions - Healthier choices.
GO ME
Today I feel pretty bad for all the candy that I have ate. I need to loose some weight so that I stop having all this distorted thinking that goes on in a fat persons mind. Here is a little of what goes on in my fat mind. I do not want to hang out with friends and now I'm starting not to want to hang out with family. If I do go out, I get kind mean to my husband I have a lot of anxiety. I think that all is looking at me. I think that I have a double chin. A gigantio round face, cottage cheese arms, calfs, legs, butt and even my belly. I hate looking at my boobs cause I think that they are fat girl boobs. I have NO collar bones. I have fat rolls on my back. My hands and feet are nice and chubby. And I don't want sex cause I am embarrassed to let my husband see me. BUT I do have two beautiful children that love me so much. I am eternally grateful for them. My husband still kisses me and wants to have sex so I guess he enjoys me as well. So here is my jump start to KICKING ASS cause I can do it.
Less sugar - Smaller proportions - Healthier choices.
GO ME
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